I have never stopped loving God, I was just mad at Him. I am reading His word, praying consistently and talking to Him. I stopped for a while. I didn't know what to say. I am sure He got tired of hearing me ask "why". I feel my burden and my heart get a little lighter with each prayer and quiet moment I spend with Him. Today I hung a verse in our home that meant so much to Kirk. He bought this plaque for his office years ago. Today it was time to hang it back up. "Be still and know that I am God" Thank you for not giving up on me and knowing that I would find my way back to you.