Sunday, February 16, 2014

I Will Forever.......

It's been so long since I sat down and blogged. Part of that disconnecting I'm so good at:)............

These days before me are game changers. We should meet our hospice nurse next week and learn what to expect in the months to come.  As we enter this phase of the disease I find myself getting so mad at God..........that in itself truly breaks my heart. I know I shouldn't be angry at Him, but I know He is the only one that can make this disease go away. I miss Kirk with every ounce of my being. I'm sorry,but in this blog you may have a hard time finding my words of strength.  My heart is breaking as the love of my life slowly says goodbye.

Today at church we read the Love chapter, One of mine and Kirk's favorites.......

One of the longest definitions of love can be found in I Corinthians 13: 1-13. In today's world love has such a twisted meaning. A love that brings you instant gratification. The love in the bible offers another option. It took me many years to understand how beautiful that love is. It offers patience, it offers kindness, it offers forgiveness, it offers hope. Anything else is counterfeit.

I am so thankful that God let me experience that love with Kirk. I will forever listen to the love song that God sings in my heart. I love you Sweetheart.............